Reality Check

2008 ♥

This year is coming to an end. Had the inspiration to blog after reading zhiyi's recent post. well i can say that this year was a pretty good year for me. God is indeed a good God (:

1. Samantha, Gail, Zhiyi ♥

Starting of the year, we started off as sam, gail, stacey, me. recess together everyday. (well except when sam's not in school) i must admit i wasnt so close to gail in the starting of the year. it was more like sam that i went recess with them. soon later zhiyi joined us and hurray, i was always looking forward to recess (fyi im from e2 while the rest are from e3 and n1) so yes, recess was the only time i could spend time with them. that explains why i looked forward to recess so much! Months went passed. many things happened. quarrels started. bad quarrels. but one thing i learnt from them? Quarrels, if settled, bond the parties even closer than before. since then i started to get close to gail (: realised that hey, she was there all the time! why didnt i even notice that. but thank god we're this close now (: they were always there for me; to guide me, to give me advices, to cheer me up (even though most of the time it was my job) and to spur me on! Bestfriends like them are like Gold; so rare, so precious and so worth of value. During the O and N level study period, went to either gail's or sam's place and studied. there were times where we were so sick of studying that we suddenly just decided to sing and record a song :P thank you so much for everything (: now that im no longer in sec school, i miss recess. if i could turn back the time and choose what i want? simple. meet zhiyi in sec 3 and have recess together for 2 full years. and also to be bestfriends with gail since SEC 1 :D

2. CHC- N246

it all started out with jermaine and josephine bringing me to chc. i was very touched by the way N246 was so friendly towards a new person like me and because of that, i decided to stay in the church. Peggie was like my first new friend. hee. she gave me bible studies, constantly talk to me everyday and yupp, i felt loved! peijin was my next friend. in fact, my spiritual support. she was there to encourage me. when she knew i was bad in certain subjects, she took time off to give me tuition. and even though it had been a long day for her, she never hesitate to send me home. whenever im down/happy/jumping for joy/nervous, i can always text her and sure enough, she'll be there for me. soon after i got to know the rest of the n246 people. although something happened, and i was quite affected, most of them stood strong. i was amazed by their reaction to this. Yeling! i'll never forget the day i went out with pj and her. it was so fun! kbox was never that fun last time. went to place that i've never been before. The food was y-u-m-m-y! sat down at boat quay and had an awesome time chatting. (: fookai's the next person to impact my spiritual life. recently i was asked, along with a few others, to collect forecast. i've never done it before and i must admit. it looks simple but its quite a challenge for me. and i thank fk for his patience in guiding me. there are times where i really dont feel like collecting fc at all. why is that so? maybe i'll know in the near future. but for now, luckily there's fk to guide me. and im so sorry if i've brought you any trouble or headaches! Thank you N246 for everything.

3. Family- especially Gi

it was only this year that i started to really spend time with gi. shopped with her. studied with her. if i do well for O levels, part of the reason why is because of this girl. always finding ways to make me study. GI. hah what can i say. always pointing out my bad points but i know deep down, she meant me well. WELL! some habits are hard to kick off :P but yes gi continue to pin point them k! thank you for the little gifts you've given me. small but meaningful. everytime i do well in a test, i'd be very happy and i'll tell her! the next thing i know, (when i come out from the shower) i'll see a little gift and a note on my desk. im so proud of her! Thank you Geraldine.

4.The Bangs- CB Bangs, Bloody Bangs, Fatty Bangs, Branded Bangs, Macho Bangs

only got together as a group during the O level studying period. maybe its just fate? everything just fell into place and soon we all were hanging out, meeting each other to study together. (even though sometimes we were suppose to be studying but end up talking instead) although it was just a short period of time. it was well spent, right? (: yupp, quarrels did happen. conflicts. but yupp, everything was cleared. again, we're now standing strong. i wanna thank james for always being there for me, listening to all my nonsense, teaching me combined humans and science one the phone, and did i mention always being there for me? (: lennon! my singing partner (; hahaha! warning: his laughters are contagious. thank you for lending me a listening ear when i needed one. kevin! thank you for teaching me maths. take good care of gail please! sam and gail! aiyuuu these two fatnecks are super horrible, always out to bully me ): HAHAHA NO IM KIDDING! they're the best! ♥ i save the best for the first and the last. that explains my 1-4 sequence (: lennon's leaving for futher studies, please, keep in touch! we will be going to pursue our individual dreams. honestly speaking, im quite afraid we'll drift apart. i've been though this kind of thing. everyone promises that we'll keep in touch blah blah blah. end up? moved on, made new friends, and whoosh one by one they slowly vanish. i hope we will, really, stay in touch. AIYUUUU IM SURE WE WILL LA :D with james and i, kev and gail, sam and i, kev and lennon, james and everyone, im sure it'll be hard to lose contact :P Thank you bestfriends ♥ people say you can only have one best friend and no more. i beg to differ. if one is lucky enough to be able to be bestfriends with them, why not? (:

there. the few events that really made my year. yupp there are disappointments and all, definitely. but they are already swiped out of my memory (: thank you to those who are not exactly mentioned also. this year came and left real quick. how i wish i can just make time stop so that i can enjoy this very last moment of the year.

im spending the last day of the year with bangs (except our dear james) ESCAPE THEME PARK! and the year will end with a sleepover at gail's place; Sam, Gail and i. today i'll only be working for halfday, after which i'll head down to meet the rest. how awesome!

this post is a rather personal one. actually its more like a reflection for the whole year. you can choose to skip it. once again, thank you to all who have made not just my day, but my year ♥

With this, i end my last post of the year. Happy new year! may 2009 be just as wonderful as 2008