Reality Check

& you wont miss it right until it's gone

SCHOOL REOPEN?! okay byebye holidays. hello school days o.o cant seem to concentrate.. seriously germaine, you need to get back your enthusiasm in studies already! :O nothing much happened today in class.. ohoh! composed a new song (: and thanks to those who agreed to help me hear it out :D and i appreciated your comments (: well! rebecca~ hahaha after your EOYs wont you pleaseeee help me do the music? :? hahaha and a big huge thank you in advance babe (:

tomorrow we're going to NYP for course! haha seriously, why are we going to NYP so frequently. like. wow o.0 second school. every wednesday we must be there. hohoho :D

well.. actually.. not in a very happy mood :/ well.. disappointed rather. i know no one is to be blame for the matter but.. i idolised you... (: and thanks for all the happy times you had with my bro (: and thanks once again for trying to shape him into a good boy. really. a million thanks. i know it isnt easy waiting and what welson told me was true.. "its better to be loved then to love someone" so yeah.. all the best! (:

so happen that bestie told me about this matter.. if she did not say it.. i think i'll just be in the dark.. forever.. well this is fate aint it? i will accept reality... although its really harsh.. i think i also know the reason why no one wanted to tell me LOL reb told me why luh. haha. well luckily it was my bestie who broke the news to me (: AIYA BUT ANYWAY i've straighten out my thoughts! what's done, done. Nothing can be changed already OK GERMAINE! wake upp *slap slap*



&why does it hurt so much.. when i see you leave my side...